Yesterday i had such a good time with Syaza ...I went to her house after school and had a good time buka-ing and everything.After that we went Limbang to go get Syaza's needs and mine and went back to her house.We took some pictures on the way back and then at home we went to watch super sweet 18 of chris brown's birthday.

We argued on how pampered he is and why he was so special to be put as super sweet 18 instead of 16 ? Whatever la Syaza.Then we went inside her room and Ridwan called her and spoke her so long ..I was full of envy.I really love FALIQ but really,i just love him.

I suddenly slept and when i woke up,its already 11 plus.Syaza already slept.I called my mother and she was already on the way.I went down and looked for my mother.I love mom.MummyChombi and Mr TrendyWakrak is always there for me when i needed them.Love you guys !

Today,i had a malay enrichment class and it really enriched me to do better on Monday.Thanks Cikgu azizah Cause i really love what you did to me...Really,thanks for your encouragement..I was so proud that i got a 34/50 for my Malay Narrative essay.(Karangan panjang) I also had a 14/20 for my SURAT KIRIMAN and also i got a 32/40 for my Argumentative malay essay.(Expositori).Oh am i proud of my results ! Heh !

Well,it was really unfair to know that Syaza and me are reserves.I dont like it .We are still part of media literacy and its either we go or we never go for the BBQ on the last day.ITS CAMP man.Why has she got to be so biased ? I and Syaza didnt do anything wrong.Whatever.

I really am starting to really love the company's name.Ahhh..KaroTeak..I really am hoping that someday some of my friends will come and visit us in our showroom.Evryday there will be people coming to buy especially the Chinese when we displayed our posters infront of the building and distrbuting flyers to people.The Mat Salleh are coming too and they have placed big orders.15k is what we reached . But my father is hoping for higher.2k everyday ? OH MY !My father also planned to buy a TERRACE up a hill near Lam Soon.But of course , its not NOW.

I'm sorry love.I really love ya.

;NoorUsmah

wow..Long time never post...

Been busy with school but at home,i didnt study ! I always went home and slept .
I had consultation and also met up with a guy named faliq.Haiz.Guess he hates me now.Good luck for your O's horny...I will be missing your messages and i know you wont message me cause you hate me now.Haha.Whatever then.I dont give a damn.I'll be busy with my exams...

TOMORROW english paper ! Gah ! study ? NAH .

i dont wanna hear those words of demoralisation .
Please dont ever make me feel discouraged.
Who the hell are you to make me feel sad over nothing ?
Its you who flirt.
Not me.
That sombeng has nothing to do with me.
So stop talking about him.
Youre just one of those casanovas.
Dont think just because i spent all those PRVATE
time with you , doesnt mean anything .
Im trying to be mature here ,
secondary school BGR wont make it .
But of course i would like to
sleep with you like in my dream .
I want to spend my life with you
but youre playing me as if im a doll.
Think im being unfair ?
Hah.Think again.Think of what you put me through .
All these sufferings is just a waste of time .
So im here now to say Good luck.
And i will still be here for you
and im waiting for you to be who you once are ...

;NoorUsmah

somemore pictures on the birthday night ...

Im in school right now for I.T..
Basically for I.T,we have nothing to do cause we finished everything already..
So no need the hurry.
Oh, how i wish there's something that i can do right now...
Well,i am doing something..
Im blogging and hearing MP3 from my handphone.
Yesterday,i came back and buka spaghetti.
Yummy seh ! Woooo !
Then i slept from 8pm to 11pm ++
That was shocking.
What was more shocking was after i woke up,i slept back
and slept until 4.40 am where i wake up for syahur..
No wonder,i was so active that day !
Hahaha
I am still sleepy now..I just want to sleep at my comfortable bed
and with my favourite blanket and pillow..
Im done with my post...



;NoorUsmah

Dear Readers...

I bought myself a k750i yesterday..I know i know..What ever happened to the w660i or s500i plan ? Well,i wanted a hp pretty badly and so asked my father buy yesterday..It was kewl..The features was quite okay and im quite cntent with it..

Today passed by very quickly..Next thing i kne,its already 3:22pm..Wow..We passed the time by studying after school but we did not.. We made alot of noise and
we were scolded by Ridhwan and all the others who were mugging their O's with Mdm Reh..Well,we didnt quite mean to make alot of noise.We were too active and i made alot of jokes and funny faces.Even normal people cant resist and will laugh their asses off..Hahahah..

i was supposed to meet him today but i was a deng slengeh asshole.Why oh why am i such a dumb creature of mankind ? Nevermind,I'll let him study with his friends..But i sure do miss him though...

;NoorUsmah

Today is so freaking boring...

Well,yesterday after the whole celebrate thing,we went to geylang for a pass-by and look at the festivities held there.

It was all very loud..Too bad everybody was tired and so didnt go down and walk2..

Then, we went back and played taiti (sister,brother in law,brother,kak filza & me) and i won sometimes of the game.

Of coz,kater queen of gambling..Chey tak la..Im not into gambling..Im just into poker cards.Its so easy and fun..

Then,we went to bed which was around 2 am..After that, i woke up and its 12 30 pm !
AHH ! I woke up and bathe and i went to father workplace with mom taking a cab..

As for you,Faliq my dear,you say you love me..I LOVE YOU TOO..I miss you and i hope you take good care of yourself..Belajar betul-betul tau..I want a hardworking bf ... (((((((((:

My father company,KAROTEAK FURNITURE,is really getting so successful ! Dad's assistant which is my brother's girlfriend,said another $372 and we reached the milestone of $10000 a month ! That's great news ! I hope the business will prosper and i wish the best for the company.

;NoorUsmah

Some of the pics on my birthday ...

Well,i ate the chocolate cake and ate sup tulang as a big family gathering..
My father promised me of the hp..s500i or w660i L.I.D *(later in date)
Haiz..I know i will get it soon but i want it now !! BIRTHDAY GIRL WANTS IT NOW !!!!



;NoorUsmah is pampered ...

Yesterday was my birthday and it was a heck-a-fun day.

Firstly,i wanna thank all these people for making my birthday a great one;

Syaza
Aqilah
Fitri
Ain
Faliq
Kumar
Janaadan
Heather
Felix


&& the others who wished me happy birthday..

I received :

One marshmallow fluff vanilla flavour spread ( Humji )
One marshmallow fluff strawberry flavour spread ( Humji )
One brown and white Adidas jacket ( Faliq )
One pooh bear diary ( Fitri )
One disney princess lock diary ( Syaza & Aqilah )
One precious moments cushion pillow ( Syaza & Aqilah )



i went to school with fitri & syaza...On this day,i really wanted all of my friends to clear out of their mind off their bfs and just spend the whole day with me..
I thought syaza went to school with ridwan but then i guess she sacrificed for me..Thanks Syaza.

Aqilah ?Well,i thought she went to school with Khairi but i asked her and she said sumpah she did not..

Fitri ? I have no issues over her...

Ain ? Well,i guess the Akil means the whole world to her now..I have nothing left to say to a friend which was once always trying to get a good bf , got one and now happily with him.As much as im happy for her,i also would like that old friend she had in her..Oh well,life goes on...

Lets continue with the story..I went to school and yah..All was normal..Blah3..Then i realised it was just a plain old boring school day..When felix gave me his presents for me,i lit up a bit..And then blah3..

Then we,as a group went out of school , the people who were going to my birthday outing at night...I had a great time ! It was fun walking as a big group.And then,Felix fell ! HAHAHA..i am sorry bestie..Why did you fall? You think youc an fly ? LOL! Anyways,After that,i went to meet faliq up.

When i messaged him to ask him where is he,i realised he was infront of me heading my way and im heading to his way.And so when we met nearer,i kinda missed him smiling.He certainly did not smile..Even though it was my birthday..Haiz,he gave me a bag.I dunnoe whats inside.& then i went back taking 985 alone.

It was fun,even though alone...In the bus,i checked the bag and inside,there was a jacket.It was a great gift cause i can wear it when i wanted to feel he was hugging me.I love you la dearest.i know you are busy studying for O's but dont neglect me.(:

And then when i went to IMM which was alone,
i was feeling kinda sad cause everyone was late.Itw as planned to meet up 6 pm but they reached around 6 30 pm.When they reached and gave us the presents,i was quite pleased and so smiled.We went to bagus !

@ IMM and iw as feeling real hungry.Who went there was Felix,Kumar,Janaadan,Fitri,Aqilah,Syaza,Heather.Thanks guys for making my day !And then we took pics and then i blanja everybody drinks.

I love to blanja people when i have the money...Heeeheee !And then i ate some chicken chop and we went around the IMM.IT WAS DAMN HOW FUNNY it is when i stand near janaadan,i feel as though he was faliq ..Lol.

We had a very fun time and then i went back take taxi alone while the others took bus ...Itw as around 9 pm and when i went back,
everyone was lazying around at home.Today , 22 september , i am waiting to get my presents from my family..WAKAKAKA..but i dont expect anything BIG...((((:

Thanks y'all..
I love you all..

* will update more pics soon !

;NoorUsmah

ME AND MY COURSEWORK PRACTICAL


This song , the one you're listening to in my blog
has been sticking in my mind lately
and i've been thinking about you lately too..
So how are you ? how's your studies ?

Don't you know i want to know MORE about you..
I feel as if there are so many secrets in our relationship...
i really want to work things out before it gets bad..
Today is my birthday eve and i had to walk home alone
even though i HAVE a bf..I feel sad..

Good that you know i feel envious of them..Before this,they were
envious of US..But i guess its their turn..Hmms..
What goes around comes around huh ? Karma .

I don't know how much time i said i love you to
you in this blog but i really want you to know,
damn seriously that im damn serious that im damn
in love with you..

Dont make me repeat this ,
before i scream in front of your face ,
& i am making THIS CRYSTAL CLEAR...
N O O R U S M A H B I N T E N A S I M A N

LOVES

M O H D F A L I Q B I N A B D U L R A H I M

A love confession made by Usmah the day before her B'day.


P.S:One more day till my birthday..
I dont wanna guess to what will happen..
In school and at home..

Oh yeah,this is a testimonial from HIM when i checked out my past comments...

hello2!!hahaha=)


love you too la.


*hugs and kisses*


Grandmother said this ' Love is always in the heart but not in the air yet.Only oxygen is in the air. ' =)

;NoorUsmah made it PUBLIC ...

Well,today's a double post..
one for the video another for my day..

Well,let me see..Today was quite draggy...
All the lesson just made me more hungry-er and more sleepy-er..
Actually,i have nothing to talk about today..
Just that my birthday is in 2 days time and i feel
nothing special is going to happen..
On my birthday,my friends,well,Ain asked us out to go teraweh..

Of course i liked her idea and everything but i
thought that it should be done tomorrow
cause on Friday,its my birthday and i want to go out
with family and everything...Dont get me wrong,i just
want to spend my birthday like a treat or something..

Nevermind..Ain insisted on friday..I don't know i want
to go or not..Well,if it is true..I fucking will confront
you,asshole...I was scolded by somebody cause by a
reputation thingy..Oh,what the heck,i dont care anymore..
i just really dont care..

I am now just leading my life
properly and thinking straight and positive..If something
is getting in my way,i will shove it and move on..Don't
think i'll stay there like a idiot waiting for someone to help me..
Oh yeah,if you're reading this,sometimes,
when i see you,i really just want to snuggle and cuddle you and
at other times when i and you dont really connect like today,
i just want to mengamuk and merajuk.Nope,you're not there for me..
Whatever then,EMO GUY.

You lied to me today,well,
i guess your friends are 100000
times better than me huh ?
Well,of course,YOU HATE BEING AROUND ME..

There's an error...
the video was today's post..

;from NoorUsmah's point of view

Greetings...

Let us be wise and know that Judgement day is coming...Really really soon...
Let us all stay away from all things that should'nt be done and lead us to the correct way...Insyallah (God Willing)



(Assalamualaikum) May peace be upon you ...

;NoorUsmah

Hello dear readers...

I was in an angry mood almost the whole day as i was really irritated by everything that surrounded me...Just a chirp of a bird and i will be mengamuk-ing...I may sound crazy to you but you don't know how stressed i am ...

First up,it was quite fun doing coursework practical..It was so fun as i was to compete with my friends which fried rice is better but we were not able to taste anything..Dammit..I felt hungry at the time..And then we packed up and headed to the next lesson..What Syaza told me something that made me so restless inside..

She told me something..I felt so uneasy and so like " WTH " ..I took away all my worriedness away and i felt like there's nothing left for me to do in this world..Maybe im a good-for-nothing asshole...

I then realised my whole bag was drenched in corona oil and i was feeling so unlucky .I went to the toilet with a group of friends and they
helped me dry the papers..Thanks guys..

When i suddenly realised the day was better,during ACSEL,i felt as if i had no friends..I never felt so lonely even being around with my friends who were not there when i needed a shoulder to cry on..I want to know that there's actually SOMEBODY there to be with me..

But just now,i felt as if i was invincible..Maybe im too sensitive.Oh,don't call me that,i've had enough of people calling other people sensitive when they're NOT..
I am sensitive you guys,Don't you know ??

I've been helping my father alot lately on the business..See that pic ? i did that and edited..Well,40% was my work..(((:
I want to make this business SUCCESSFUL so i have to work hard with Mr Trendy Wakrak and assistant manager,Mummy Chombi

Oh,and what you said,or those sarcastic remarks,i don't mind at all.All i want from you know is ure TLC .. THATS ALL MAN...
That's all...........


p.s : i still love you like i used to...

;NoorUsmah

OMG...

Today was a VERY FUN DAY but someone spoiled it..Yeah i know you could not read this cause you don't know my blog...

Here's a shoutout to you,You're the most lamest,lousiest and is the WORST teacher i ever saw in decades...Yeah,thats right..This is true.You say we changed ? Oh my,we are so sorry..YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CHANGED and CHANGED us to have this kind of attitude to you...Whatever stupid teacher...

Anw,Today was fun ! HILARIOUS !!!We commented on something funny and we went on laughing about it and making jokes out of it..
Here's three of the lame jokes we MADE : in a cinema,a guy accidentally bite off somebody's ear...Why ? HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!! Another one is how did the person blow himself up?? AHAHAHAHA Another one is : When can a person be hot and black ? hahaha...LOL !!!!Let's put that as memories cause i don't wish to do that AGAIN !

Yesterday my brother almost bought a w88oi (nyehehehes) but when i knew that i could use his present hp,i was overjoyed...hahaha..The only thing i WAS VERY HAPPY ABOUT was that i could get a phone on my bday..YIPPEES...My father said you can get your dream phone if you want to..Nevermind that bag ! I can get it with my hari raya money with my friends..BUT !! i would never pass up a chance to get a phone ! What kind of phone is my dream phone ? I would like a sleek slim phone,w660i or a mysterious slide phone,s500i or a street-styler slide phone,w580i...These are my top three choices..Haiz..I can't believe my father that much cause of what he did to the family and so i dont expect a hp for my birthday...& so if i get the crumpler bag,SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH....if i dont get anything,then its ok...((((:

Friends,i don't expect anything for my birthday...Seriously..Just a simple hug will do..Cause i love you guys and a affectionate act can do much more than a present..

To my dearest,i dont expect anything from you too..Just a night out together,holding hands is great cause i want you to know that i would like to spend every minute of my life with you coz youre my special and only one...


I changed the song Jenny to this..((((:
For you honey.. :


He calls me baby
then he wont call me
says he adores me
and then ignores me
(*****, What's the problem?)

he keeps his distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(*****, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
*****, you've got me on my knees
*****, It's killing me

he needs his own space
he's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that he's changed
(*****, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
*****, you've got me on my knees
*****, It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
*****

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
*****, you've got me on my knees
*****, It's killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
*****, you've got me on my knees
*****, It's killing me

It's killing me

***** !

At most sincere;
NoorUsmah

haiz...

In the morning,i felt hungry cause i did'nt syahur properly..I just ate a few french fries and im done with some few cups of water.
& so i felt cranky..Syaza asked me whether i have done my homework..I said NO and then she asked me wanna go lam soon?
After some few hours,when i wanted to go out,all ready,she cancelled the whole thing..I was fucked up with the whole issue..
I went to lam soon with family and then there were alot of people who came and roamed around but there was one family whom bought a set of table and chairs which costed $1650...They spent about 2 hours deciding on which set to buy..
Of course,they would be spoilt for choice..
There's so many choices...Lastly,they bought it and went home..
The customer is always right and so patience must be there if you're handling any kind of job...We made profits if we make 20k a month...
But at the rate we're going especially when hari raya is coming,it will boost up and insyallah it will...

My spirit has dampen and my whole body feel as if it could not take anything that is pressuring it downwards...
Fighting myself to get up alone is not enough and so i need you by my side to guide along life together...If you wanted a cute,lovable,manje,cool,mature,awesome girlfriend,
it would'nt be me coz i know i cant fix up to the following...
I tried so hard for you to love me and i get nothing in return..
Crying all day is'nt much worth,and so am i,WORTHLESS...You make me feel as though im earth's most disgusting TRASH that is so dirty..
I always claimed that i have a bright and cheerful spirit inside of me but i guess i was wrong...I guess what's inside of me is a feeling of timidity and scaredness of everything that can go wrong...
i cant take it if somebody hurts me...it will dwell inside of me...i will wait for you to love me back like you ONCE DID..please dont make me kecewa..Please..I
don't wanna lose you...I want to be confident but youre making me not confident..
Gahh !

I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

;NoorUsmah

Today,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADHEERA !!

just a big shout out to a friend's birthday...

Well,i started the day by going to school with syaza & her daddy's taxi...
And then,we went for choir and i was actively dancing around..hahah..
After that,i got NPCC..

I didn't look forward to NPCC service day cause i thought it would be very tiring and we will look stupid going to other people's houses teaching astuff they already know...

I had to group with Syahidah,Sandra & some other 3 kids i didn't know that well...
Itw as actually quite fun la...The block i was assigned to is 288E first floor to 7th floor...There were some really rude residents and some slammed door in front of our faces..

There were alot of dogs but i'm not that scared..I love Pets..But,i cant touch dogs..Lol...My friends hates cats,dogs and other pets..They are adorably cute..
Dont hate them...I only hate insects...

One family complained to me and my group about YISS student's behaviour outside school saying they make alot of noise and they vandalise and everything...She even said YUSOF ISHAK SECONDARY SCHOOL IS THE MOST LOUSIEST SCHOOL EVER...What the heck ?

You don't even know the achievements and the positive-ness of this school..Tsk3..What weirdos...

I went back to my father's workplace and i slept on the bed for two hours and woke up..Realised there were alot of sales today...

I think its caused by the AD we advertised in Berita Harian...Page 8...Go see and come if you want to..We would be pleased to cater to you and your needs...((((:

You looking at me ?

;NoorUsmah

some of my newly uploaded pics...!


Well,today sucked alot...I really hate today...I felt moody the whole day and i don't know why...We went back early and i slept at my father's working place and slept and slept and i was waiting for someone to message or to call..Guess i should'nt expect anyone to message or call me..Haiz...

Sucky sucky SUCKY..

Helped Dad put about 200++ new furnitures and i was flabergasted...The whole place is starting to get stuffy and there is still alot of things that needs to be placed in the shop..If your parents wants to buy any new furniture made of TEAK WOOD , especially for parents who loves wood furniture,please tell me..Hahahaha..Im being a promoter..Wakakaka..

We sold a $1000++ dining table and two dining chairs worth $200+ each..i was quite content with the sale we made today and hope more people would buy MORE...

I've been thinking alot about money . Is it caused by my greed ? Or is it really true that money is essential in our lives..Of course it is..Oh gosh,stop thinking about money alr...

Me & my friends are more outspoken these days and we like to be thick-skinned..Syaza act as if she is the most cutest girl on earth,fitri act as if shes the most angellic girl on earth,ain act as if shes the most sexy girl on earth,aqilah is not thick skinned,i act as if im the most lovable girl on earth...hahaahha..Dear Friends , lets not be thick-skinned...

Nope,Not yet...

;NoorUsmah

*some of my newly edited pics with my loved ones , i know it looks lame ..-_-"


Haiz...
If you were to say no to that ,
i have NOTHING to say
and i will know that selamer nie,
it's not sincere..
This is the time for you to clear out to everybody
that your love for me is real...
I would sacrifice anything for you...
I just want you to know that...
If you don't respect me for who i am,
that i won't for you...
It's not as if i were asking for much...
I just want YOU ,
yeah YOU ,
to show me that you love me &
i will show all my care & concerns
towards you and let you know that
you are a priceless , most valuable
person in my life...

I hearts you

If you were seriously to say NO , i would definitely not layan you...
If you were to say DUNNO , i do not know what to say...
If you were to say YES , i will be the most happiest person on earth...

;NoorUsmah loves him to E core of E earth ...