haiz...

In the morning,i felt hungry cause i did'nt syahur properly..I just ate a few french fries and im done with some few cups of water.
& so i felt cranky..Syaza asked me whether i have done my homework..I said NO and then she asked me wanna go lam soon?
After some few hours,when i wanted to go out,all ready,she cancelled the whole thing..I was fucked up with the whole issue..
I went to lam soon with family and then there were alot of people who came and roamed around but there was one family whom bought a set of table and chairs which costed $1650...They spent about 2 hours deciding on which set to buy..
Of course,they would be spoilt for choice..
There's so many choices...Lastly,they bought it and went home..
The customer is always right and so patience must be there if you're handling any kind of job...We made profits if we make 20k a month...
But at the rate we're going especially when hari raya is coming,it will boost up and insyallah it will...

My spirit has dampen and my whole body feel as if it could not take anything that is pressuring it downwards...
Fighting myself to get up alone is not enough and so i need you by my side to guide along life together...If you wanted a cute,lovable,manje,cool,mature,awesome girlfriend,
it would'nt be me coz i know i cant fix up to the following...
I tried so hard for you to love me and i get nothing in return..
Crying all day is'nt much worth,and so am i,WORTHLESS...You make me feel as though im earth's most disgusting TRASH that is so dirty..
I always claimed that i have a bright and cheerful spirit inside of me but i guess i was wrong...I guess what's inside of me is a feeling of timidity and scaredness of everything that can go wrong...
i cant take it if somebody hurts me...it will dwell inside of me...i will wait for you to love me back like you ONCE DID..please dont make me kecewa..Please..I
don't wanna lose you...I want to be confident but youre making me not confident..
Gahh !

I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

;NoorUsmah