The ending of somewhat nothing.



Its been one week since i blogged...
I have never been so coonfused in my life.I dunno whats wrong lah.Everyday i keep waiting for someone to ask me go out or sumthing.But there's noone.When i do ask them,no is the answer.Haiz...I am so bored.Nobody to spend their time with me.Only family.Friends dont think of friends anymore.they think of their bfs.Thats all.
Camp was cold.Very cold.Campfire was fun.Very fun.Activities were sweaty.Very sweaty.HAHAHAHA.
Starting to think of him again.He needs his own time for himself.I dont.I dont need time for myself.I need someone to share my time.I can sacrifice my time for someone that could bring me happiness in the name of love.But what do i get now?Nothing.I just feel as though...i dunno lah.i dunno who he likes now.Who hes thinking of.What hes doing when he's "busy" or "away".he cant be playing games 24/7.I just feel paranoid,damn,i am paranoid.
^-^ but i do love you.
;NoorUsmah
8:04 PM