Hello Everyone ,

Im starting a new life.The New & Improved.I hope i can have a better attitude about things in life.I just need to take things easy.

People hurt me,guys girls,wadeva.
Friends hurt me,What kind of a friend are you ?
One thing for you,Bitch .
Don't look at me in the outside.Haven't i made you laugh and happy when we're together?
Think mothafucking asshole.
You called me a bitch ?
I dont want this to end at all.
You can at least speak it out.
You taught me one thing ,
Never put too much trust in friends,
Learn how to use enemies.
I have much more to fear on friends than from enemies...

Chalet was great fun,
It was seriously horny.Everyone was horny.Including the chinese guys
which shocked me a little.I call it a sex chalet.
The first day,we BBQ & ate.
Then at night, we went to Downtown East to chill
but there was alot of Mats & so went back after buying our sundaes for
supper.We 7,Sillah,Syaza,Fie,Kumar,Pravin,Felix, and me somehow bonded for this 3 day 2 nights but for me its 2 day 2 nights.Because of some misunderstandings,we fought with the rest of them which was in the other group.After that,everything was back to normal.

The guys in the group,
Fie,Kumar and pravin,slept at the air con room with me,syaza and sillah upstairs.
It was cute at first but Fie started to get horny,soon after,all were horny.I can see that by their look and what they said.We switched off the lights and it was all dark and Kumar And FIe was seriously like sex maniacs.They were wanting for us to say Yes for them to fuck us on the bed.Firstly,they slept on the bed with us.All the boys on one side and we on the other.But it was seriously cramped up.Unluckily,i had to sleep beside Kumar which was constantly moving.Masturbating ?

In the end,they slept on the floor but it did not end there,we chatted about Porn,Sex & Saifullah and it was 4am when we slept.When we woke up the next morning,everyone went to bathe and cycle while me and syaza slept until 1 pm plus then we went to bathe.On the way,3e2 was also having a chalet.I was like woah.Then we watched 7 porn videos from Heather Hp.Sick pornography.It was the guys idea and so i watched with them.HOHO.Syaza went back 4 pm plus.I continued to stay because i wanted to eat dinner at Sakura International Buffet and so i did.$24 per person ?I think it's worth it.I grabbed anything i could find.The Unagi & Mussels are the best !It was seafood heaven.Japanese food,my favourite.I bonded with JiaWei and Dominic.They called me Hippo but they say Hippo in their term is Horny ? I was like wha... ?

I wen tback around 12 am and caught up with the last MRT.I certainly enjoyed this chalet and to all 2e2 students,i love you all. !

Oh yeah,for that Friend,if you are seriously in deep hate towards me,
i have nothing to say.

;NoorUsmah

(SCARY?)


no more past .
just thinking about future .
& making the present .

art,combined science,geo/ss,a maths,maths,malay,eng .

i no long foresee the future for the both of us.
Nothing at all.
All i know if i start over,
it will happen againa nd it will be back to square one.
so what if i love him ?
i wont get back his love .
Unrequited love ;

Yo,
my name is JOE,
i work in a BUTTER FACTORY,
One day my boss say Yo JOE,
are u BUSY ?
i say NO !
no,no,no.

p.s: so what ?


;NoorUsmah

Questions filled up the air as i think of what Luke said .

Should i ?

Should i not ?

i really don't know .


Its been a long time since i blogged .

Been busy with post exam activities ( which today's was boring )
and nothing much ...
Well,KHAIRI & AQILAH has been known as a couple on 20/10/07
so,good luck you guys .
When everyone is celebrating having couples in their life and moving on ,
I'm not .
Just thinking to move on hurts .
What more doing it .
I guess i just have to wait .
& wait
& wait .


Till the day finally comes
& the future is bright and sunny
for me to experience a new life .

i want a couple partner .
of course,i want you,faliq to become my couple partner
for my next jalan raya .
Fuck . It's a bad timing la seh .

Nothing more to say .
Just a light kiss from me to you .


;NoorUsmah

I am very prone to have pimples IN my nose .

I got it for my third time this year and it is so irritating .

It hurts alot , shits !

ahahahahha..

i concluded one thing .

& this is freaking true .

As my financial status goes up , The relationship status goes down .

)))))))))))))):

well,just for the memoirs ;
here are some of the dates i think are special .
a suggestion by syaza .

The month of December 2006 :
just getting to know him better .
but he is attached .
almost went with him to 2007 countdown .

The month of January 2007 :
Did the Fancy Drill & noticed him staring at me .
was he attached ? no idea .
i tried to get to know him better by messaging him .
January 13 - the first time i called him "B"
January 18 - Official .
January 19-24 - days i really felt special . he messaged me alot.
January 31 - the first time i walked back with him .

The month of February 2007 (LOVE) :
i call this month the month of love .
february 14 - the day i finally felt that he loved me and he showed actions to me which shows he loves me .
the first time i held hands with a boy , the first time i loved a boy so much,the first time i got a kiss on the cheeks from someone .
received bucktooth freak .

The month of March 2007 (ouch ?) :
i love him.he loves me. its official,we love each other.
always went back with me.
watched him for sports day , what a fast runner he is..
march holidays,that one week,he called me minah ( the way im wearing )
and we went out very often .
the DAY he found out my teen companion consists something that i cant forget for the rest of my life .It was about another guy , a interference , that was my fault for breaking his trust,his dignity,his spirit to go on with me as a couple .I was silly,stupid,an asshole .


Spent just a few more weeks with him and broke up .

The months of April to October :
Dont know what happened.
And still dont know whats our status?
Its like unknown.
I love him.
I love him more now.
I cant take this anymore.
I cant breakdown all my life.
had some few dirty little secrets with him .
Its a one night stand.
Thats all,then,guess he left me.
I died.
Everything inside of me died.
EVERYTHING.
I love you.Thats why i took effort to write this.
I know this means nothing to you but,
dont make me breakdown .
;NoorUsmah

OKAY,TODAY,KECOH !

serious seh kecoh.Firstly,i went to school alone and i was late...Then i keep staring at him and thinking when he's gone,who am i going to stare at ? Then went to take exam papers..Here's my results :

English = 68/100 (B3)

History = 84/100 (A1)

Maths = 51/100 (C6)

Geography = 58/100 (C5)

Chemistry = 65/100 (B3)

Physics = 74/100 (A2)

still got lots to come and im scared . i dont wanna fail anything . !!!!

Today,tragedy happened . At geography SLC , everyone were busy comparing answers and then saifullah seemed to shout at Ain something when she played the gong . Then she was furious , INFURIATED and then went to Fie & gang to find out what happened . She then yelled at saifullah and started to cry and shout.i was really surprised.Didnt know she will react this way though.It was real scary and then she smacked his back right on the back and i knew it felt pain ...it was so hard,the way she described it .. Then , in the end , after the 2e2 ACSEL talk with mr adam , fie and kumar came up to us and found out the problem and apologised.Woah.Weird day !

Then i and syaza and ain went to study corner to sit down and talk and talk but they ended up eating in front of me,i was like...seriously,you guys can make me punch ure asshole faces.kalau nak makan tak pyh depan2 per . HMPH . *furious* Then i slept then suddenly syaza went home with ridwan and ain went home with akil.Heres the kecoh part :

I went home,i wanna take 963 then i wanted to take overhead bridge,then suddenly i saw alot of upper sec at the caltex bus stop..i then proceeded to keming pri bus stop but i saw syaza and ridwan walking,and so did not want to kacau their privacy and then i stayed at dear's block as it was drizzling.Then i saw him almost wanting to go up the stairs and then i faced backwards and walked away . Hope he didnt see me coz i was very shy at that point. Why am i hiding from him ? i thought . Then i went to the nearby block and sat down for the drizzle to stop and went to keming busstop.HAIYA !

KECOH KECOH KECOH !

hahaha...
Yesterday i watched rahsia perkahwinan and i am really interested in the elias guy.I know his old but hawt ! i like old man . seriously.i like mr adam , i like mr osman , i like elias from rahsia perkahwinan . What am i thinking ? i guess older guys are hawt though...Hmmms...

Guess its all for today ... I really want a date with you , man !
GAH !

Oh & yeah ,
i mean this when i say
YOURE A JERK .


;NoorUsmah



a cute cicak love story !

i told you there are alot of pictures..

((((((((((((:

Papa , Mama & Sister

I started on FRIDAY all the way to TUESDAY ...

On Friday = out with Syaza to her house after school

On Saturday = out with Ain to Vivo City

On Sunday = out with Aqilah & Felix to study at library and CCK park

On Monday = out with KEBABS AND HUMJI to sentosa after EOY examinations

On Tuesday = out with Ain And Felix to Geylang , Bugis & National Library


its been hectic these days but tomorrow i'll just stay at home or go to my father workplace .
But even though its fun with the outings with my friends, there's one particular person i've been dreaming to go out with .
Its so irritating when i dont get to go out with him anymore.
And this is his last week in this school . Hmms, how should i describe my feelings...? well , I guess i feel alright ..
Cause i know , its OUR chance to shine in Y.I .
So , goodbye fellow upper secondary students ! && i wish you all the luck in your future endeavours !

P.S : Will upload from SATURDAY to TUESDAY outing photos soon in ONE POST . i assure you,there will be alot of photos ...

&

My greatest apologies to FITRI whom i made her hp fell into the sea and it spoilt ...


; From a girl named Usmah

Its just something deep deep inside me
that tells me boys are afraid of me

Im working...Well,sort of...
I need to take the phone calls that i get from the office and say to people like..
"Good afternoon ; Karo Teak Furniture , how may i assist you ?"
Then they will ask and i answer and all that.Its quite fun .
I will be going out with Ain later and maybe...
just maybe...ill buy those havanas sandals ive been aiming for..
the turquoise one maybe ...
Thats all for this post ...













if you ever know that im still in love with you,its now that you know .
The feeling of being in love is one's pure happiness .
And i felt if before . I don't mind feeling it again .
Cause i always know that you're the perfect guy for me .
&& i will chase you
don't ever stop me .
When you leave the school , remember me as
the " cute, loving and something that makes boys attract " girl
I still and will always do
love you

;NoorUsmahNasiman