Been camwhoring alot!



Everyday's been hell for me,

Never been a good day.I feel ignored in class.
Being lonely is one thing but having to see my best friends enjoying themselves together hurts me alot.

We were once best friends.Why the sudden ignorance towards me?Am i not the person who makes you guys laugh,happy and ecstatic?
Well,i guess,not anymore.

Having said that,i wish that you guys could think back.Who came up with all the lame random jokes.

Hey,Its being with all your friends whom you enjoy to be with is
what matters the most.As in Karma,when you're up,you'll go down.
And you need friends when you reach at that state.

Being funny is part of my life.Every group i went to likes to laugh at my silly jokes.
But i have feelings.F-E-E-L-I-N-G-S.Dont take me for granted.What if im gone one fine day.
Doesnt matter anything to you right?

Im not ranting about anything.I just feel there's something wrong about this.Thats all i could say.
Claim me as sensitive or anything like that.You guys dont know how much i care.

Motive this year: Sec one,sec two,ive not been concentrating in class.Now im sec 3,time to step it up.
Social Studies class sucks.Most boring-est class i ever went to!

Valentines day huh?A day at the beach?Ideal date!):
"Would you be my Valentine?"-Who will it be?Maybe nobody.


Keep in mind; your friend at heart,

Noor Usmah?

JUST FIVE WISHES♥

These will make me 10x happier/easier for me than i am now,

1.My finger to be healed a.s.a.p
So that i can play for SYF npcc band

2.For my brain to catch up on my studies
I missed alot of lessons.im so slow in all the classes!

3.Syaza,my friend,to acknowledge me as her best friend again.
No comments.

4.For family business,Karoteak Furniture to be crowded one day.
I love money.

5.My heart to decide who's the right one for me
I don't seem to know will it be you,you,you or you?4 is too much okay?!


My complains: A maths homework is killing me!How the heck am i supposed to do it when the class is already at page 12 when im just in the first lesson of the class?!?
Adapting with my new class,3e3.Second day,and im already comfortable.Maybe just a little awkward but that's fine![:

M.T is now great!Cikgu Nor Azizah is now kinder to me,she's more fair.I now understand a lil bit better on peribahasa.Scored 9/9 on peribahasa test!!Never have i been that clever in malay!Shocked,but i want to try getting A's for malay.That will be a real shock for me,even for everybody else to believe.

Working my ass off in trying to make my art as decent as possible.WOOH.

Gotta do my A maths now,Nyna is helping me via MSN.WEE!



Forever Me:

NoorUsmah♥

I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL.

Recruitment drive is interesting this year,
i can't be in neither band or fancy.
Oh,how very sad.


I wish i could see what's really in his heart & mind.
But i can't,im too stupid.

Trulayyy,

NoorUsmah

I feel unlucky,

Like cmon i am unlucky.Im now in 3e3,thats what mdm wong said to me
when she came to my house for a visit along with mrs chiam & ms low.
I dont have any partner in my new class,aqilah will be with syaza
and ill be alone.I dont want to be a loner but oh well,i have no other choice.
I hope i still can be with 3e4.I already feel the family trust building in the class.

Wow,the more obvious thing now is that i have a disabled left pinkie
which now i cant feel a thing.Its a long story and i bet alot of people
dont understand how exactly did it happen.Well,apparently the metal
xylophone which is so called mallet was folded up.As i was talking to aqilah
i wanted to sit down and when i did the whole thing fell and it folded down
and it collapsed on my finger which was below the mallet.

When i took off the whole thing,i realised my hand is cut.I saw my meat which is white
in colour and it was a long cut.It was almost half of my pinkie cut and i was
damn scared to lose my finger.DAMN SCARED.Thankfully there were teachers
such as cikgu aishah,mdm wong,mrs chiam and some others who comforted me.I
was taken to the hospital and i was warded and a few hours later i went to the
OT,operation theatre, to get some stitches.In the morning,i was then discharged.

Now,im still feeling the pain.Ill be coming back to school on Tuesday.It'll be fine within
3-6 months.Dont worry friends.(:Ill be strong.My finger is numb and i cant feel my finger
cause my nerves are damaged.So its kinda disabled right now.Hah.

P.S= Thanks to all who wished me well on my recovery...I love you guys!

Yours Truly,

NoorUsmah